Making me bold enough????

I hd my studies till 5th in saudi arabia n i was`nt too gd in studies bt smart in other activies. bt back here in my homeland ,my studies till 10th really was superb, as i was able 2 score v gd marks bt was shy enough. bt in12th i really lost my expectations! and now im nt even able 2 lift my chin up and in a few months im gong 2 enter a campus. wht 2 do??????// i dont hv the guts 2 talk 2 public nor men folk!!!